uneventful.. shouldnt summers after college be filled with hangin out with friends that you missed OH SO MUCH over the year, and endless supply of parties?? obviously not, cuz everyone has a job. wonderful for them, but me, myself, and i cant seem to find the time for a job. is that some kind of oximoron?? i was gonna get a job and lots of places called me, but i decided that i wouldnt be happy with myself if i sat in the mall all day. ive changed my mind and have decided to become a nomad!!! my mom will pay me for child labor jobs, such a weeding, painting, mowing, etc.. and i will go places like New Orleans, NC, SC, and Canada (not really, but wouldnt that be cool??)
you know what i hate more then anything... being dissed for a boyfriend. enough said, i think everyone knows what im talking bout.
but all in all life is glorious.
my mom is buying me an endless supply of books on How to flirt, how to NOT stay single, and crazy stuff like that. its like im 35 and single...im only 20 (nearly).. and she finds it fun to get her friends involved and attempt to give me a make over. ok, sure i suppose i MAY need to grow up a little, but i LOVE who i am. i naver have been and am never going to be like everyone else. people always say *dont change who you are* but i change to become ME, thats like NO ONE ELSE! so my hair isnt blue, and i dont wear patched together cordory trousers, but still.. i think im unique. ANYWAY back to my point... should i change or *grow up* as my mom likes to say in hopes of finding someone to fancy?? or should i protest and attempt my unsuccessful way of trying to catch guys with who i am, or was, or want to be, or shouldnt be, or whatever.. and continue complaining about being lonley??